作词 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack AntonoffI’ve been having a hard time adjustingI had the shiniest wheelsNow they’re rustingI didn’t know if you’d care if I came backI have a lot of regrets about thatPulled the car off the road to the lookoutCould’ve followed my fears all the way downAnd maybe I don’t quite know what to sayBut I’m here in your doorwayI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingThey told me all of my cages were mentalSo I got wasted like all my potentialAnd my words shoot to kill when I’m madI have a lot of regrets about thatI was so ahead of the curveThe curve became a sphereFell behind all my classmates and I ended up herePouring out my heart to a strangerBut I didn’t pour the whiskeyI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingAt least I’m tryingAnd it’s hard to be at a partyWhen I feel like an open woundIt’s hard to be anywhere these daysWhen all I want is youYou’re a flashback in a film reelOn the one screen in my town...And I just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingI just wanted you to knowThat this is me tryingAt least I’m tryingWritten by Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff© 2020 TASRM Publishing, administered by Songs Of Universal, Inc. (BMI),Sony/ATV Songs LLC / Ducky Donath Music (BMI)All Rights Reserved. Used By Permission.Produced by Jack Antonoff and Taylor SwiftRecorded by Laura Sisk at the Kitty Committee Studio (Los Angeles, CA), Jack Antonoff at Rough Customer Studio(Brooklyn, NY) and Laura Sisk and Jack Antonoff at Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and Conway Recording(Los Angeles, CA) Assistant Engineering by John Rooney and Jon SherMixed by Serban Ghenea at Mixstar Studios (Virginia Beach, VA) Engineered by John HanesMastered by Randy Merrill at Sterling Sound (New York, NY)Live Drums, Percussion, Programming, Electric Guitars, Keyboards, Organ, Bass, Background Vocals by JackAntonoff at Rough Customer Studio (Brooklyn, NY) and Electric Lady Studios (New York, NY) and ConwayRecording (Los Angeles, CA)Saxophones, Keyboards by Evan Smith at Pleasure Hill Recording (Portland, ME)Strings by Bobby Hawk, recorded by Lorenzo Wolff at Restoration Sound (Brooklyn, NY)